hello, my friend blogger, how are you?
really long time that i didn't sign in here,
just notice that my last post at 2014 but now already 2019....
5 years....it could make lots things happen and change in the moment...
not even personal life where also include country's future
2014 as the year i end my high school education with STPM level
2019...unfortunately i still haven't graduate for my bachelor degree post which started at 2015 and should end at 2018..
it was lots decision-making especially in education always effecting the next step of your life
like after you receive exam result, what will you do the next?
start next level with which post offered by college university?
start the post with what course offered by which university's branch?
so on and so on......
bachelor degree education officially start
3 years-9 semesters-122 credit hours to complete whole course and graduate
it include co-curriculum and industry training which to collect working experience in particular professional area
i had complete the majority part which also re-exam my MUET to achieve band 3 result
so sad to said my result was too poor that i had failed too much paper especially for year 1 paper
the reason that failed so much paper even till now that i unable to figure it out
the solution that i able to work out as i retake all failed paper required after completed those passed paper
when i start work with my plan, i scheduled it for a year to complete
now i been in half way of it but it may also impossible to complete within a year
because there still has chance to fail the paper and need retake it especially those paper i was weak on it
it been the 4th year, i feel tiring and want to give up to continue and complete the post
i was feel unmotivated to continue and complete the left
but once i give up that will end up with fees wasted
i had experienced before that my result without any improvement and status change
it will resulted with end the current education
because of that experience, i had non-stopped to motivate myself in positive way and change my study style
i need to ensure all failed paper able to pass by retake in one time
unfortunately that 1st stage of plan, i fail to do so because i just pass 4 out of 6 papers
i mentioned before i feel tiring that i prepare so hard for final but i still can't make it
it was so disappointing when the result showed on-screen
but i can't make any change on it
i just can do is next time must do it well because it is last chance for it
i need to trust myself that when i work hard for it, i will receive it well
end my study stories part...let change the area of topic...
hahha....also as a part of my study life....
is happen when i completing my industry training period....
maybe i don't mention much here due to privacy condition and so on...
so just a brief for it
tat time i stay at hometown although my working place at mid valley..
there had 2 special holiday announced but my company still operation like normal....
1st of holiday tat i didn't dare to attend work because of safety issue, so i apply leave from my supervisor
2nd holiday i just attend to work like normal....
whole journey to workplace was so empty and silent that i didn't experience before
because of the special condition so i need more careful when going to workplace and same with after work
that particular week need lots attention during the journey especially i taking public transport alone
luckily that afterward everything return to normal condition
is normal condition with hyper mood where attention level may pay lower than that particular week
i believe that is a memorable and unforgettable experience either study life or personal life
match with the topic stated....it's been long time...
so this post is more lengthy than previous post...
trust it, it just only a brief....
although is a long lengthy post
but i still would like to say
please forgive when the mistake found
thanks for your kindness
AMITABHA!!!
