It's been long time....

hello, my friend blogger, how are you?
really long time that i didn't sign in here,
just notice that my last post at 2014 but now already 2019....
5 years....it could make lots things happen and change in the moment...
not even personal life where also include country's future

2014 as the year i end my high school education with STPM level
2019...unfortunately i still haven't graduate for my bachelor degree post which started at 2015 and should end at 2018..

it was lots decision-making especially in education always effecting the next step of your life
like after you receive exam result, what will you do the next?
start next level with which post offered by college university?
start the post with what course offered by which university's branch?
so on and so on......

bachelor degree education officially start
3 years-9 semesters-122 credit hours to complete whole course and graduate
it include co-curriculum and industry training which to collect working experience in particular professional area
i had complete the majority part which also re-exam my MUET to achieve band 3 result
so sad to said my result was too poor that i had failed too much paper especially for year 1 paper
the reason that failed so much paper even till now that i unable to figure it out
the solution that i able to work out as i retake all failed paper required after completed those passed paper

when i start work with my plan, i scheduled it for a year to complete
now i been in half way of it but it may also impossible to complete within a year
because there still has chance to fail the paper and need retake it especially those paper i was weak on it
it been the 4th year, i feel tiring and want to give up to continue and complete the post
i was feel unmotivated to continue and complete the left
but once i give up that will end up with fees wasted
i had experienced before that my result without any improvement and status change
it will resulted with end the current education

because of that experience, i had non-stopped to motivate myself in positive way and change my study style
i need to ensure all failed paper able to pass by retake in one time
unfortunately that 1st stage of plan, i fail to do so because i just pass 4 out of 6 papers
i mentioned before i feel tiring that i prepare so hard for final but i still can't make it
it was so disappointing when the result showed on-screen
but i can't make any change on it
i just can do is next time must do it well because it is last chance for it
i need to trust myself that when i work hard for it, i will receive it well

end my study stories part...let change the area of topic...
hahha....also as a part of my study life....

is happen when i completing my industry training period....
maybe i don't mention much here due to privacy condition and so on...
so just a brief for it

tat time i stay at hometown although my working place at mid valley..
there had 2 special holiday announced but my company still operation like normal....
1st of holiday tat i didn't dare to attend work because of safety issue, so i apply leave from my supervisor
2nd holiday i just attend to work like normal....
whole journey to workplace was so empty and silent that i didn't experience before
because of the special condition so i need more careful when going to workplace and same with after work
that particular week need lots attention during the journey especially i taking public transport alone
luckily that afterward everything return to normal condition
is normal condition with hyper mood where attention level may pay lower than that particular week

i believe that is a memorable and unforgettable experience either study life or personal life

match with the topic stated....it's been long time...
so this post is more lengthy than previous post...
trust it, it just only a brief....

although is a long lengthy post
but i still would like to say
please forgive when the mistake found
thanks for your kindness



AMITABHA!!!

一个有心事的假期

学校假期才进入第二天，自己放假已经第六天了，
一晚比一晚迟睡，也一天比一天早醒，
也不知道为什么，好像不睡也不会累似的
早上也到时到点就会自动睁眼，躺回去也不见得会赖床
（注：我是睡在地板上，而不是舒适的床上！）

这几天

• 睡不着，吃不下（没什么胃口似的~）
• 主机被判死亡，得重新组装一架新机
• 那头才考完STPM SEM 2，转身就得忙着准备应付MUET的4张试卷
• 想到那SEM 3似乎爆满，忙不过气的时间表
• SEM 3那3份艰难的PBS及SEM 1和2的Ulangan等等

一大堆事物都快压逼我变疯子了啊！！！！！！！！！！！！

想到上次回医院复诊的时候，
医生对我说：我的肝脏的什么指数有上升的趋势，得再抽血化验一次，看看这次报告如何
我左等等右等等，还真后悔当时不叫医生已有了报告，不论是好是坏都通知我一声
再加上这几天的睡眠不足，真怕我会爆肝呢！！

不能再这样下去，拜五我还要出国的
想到出国，还真惹人讨厌
竟然在半夜1点上机，大概9点左右就得到KLIA 2
根本就是在浪费宝贵时间嘛~~
喜欢出国旅行的我是最讨厌这点了！！
七早八早就要到机场check in 啦~安检啦~一大堆关等着你一个个去过！！！

出国回来后，又忙着开始去补习，
过后又碰到个太祖诞，要赶回去庆祝
啊！！！快忙得喘不过气来啦！！
说到补习，又是个讨人厌的东西
趁我在国外的时候，全部补习开始教学
虽说一两堂课可能所教所学的东西不多，
可是那堂所教所学的东西，我知道我一定没法有空去自习的！

希望写完此篇后，过后都能有个好眠好觉啦~
因为有着沉重的心来度美好的假日实在浪费！！
尤其有着一大堆心事的心，简直是度日如年！！

最后祝愿大家能

• 有个愉快的
• 有个无忧无虑的
• 有个足以让人充满电的
• 及有个让人完全享受的

假日

南无阿弥陀佛！

Special Event With Frens

move into July,something going to change
which like my frens and my relationships

at 5th July,we have a BBQ event at Belina's house
start from 7.30pm to 10.30pm
as long as 3 hours
we make many joke and many thing during the event
till the end of event ,we still dun wan to go back home
*frens include Zack,Kok,Jie Yan,Chee Hang,Woo,Poi Yee,
Angeline,Yia Gee,Wilson,Ah Hin(and also Belina and i)

move forward to 13th July
we go to Aeon Rawang to watch a movie
the movie is title 'Pacific Rim'
as long as 2 hours 11min
is talk about Kaiju and Jaeger
(Kaiju : monstrous creatures;
 Jaeger : massive robots)
although the Kaiju is scaring me,
but is a nice movie which also set as P13
* frens include Zack,Kok,Jie Yan,Chee Hang,Ah Hin,
Kelvin,Belina(and also me)

i hope that special event will going on continuously
also for our relationships

although it is a short story from my life
but i still would like to say
please forgive me if got any mistaken
thanks for your kindness


AMITABHA!!!

A Special Day

14th June is a quite special day for me
because it is my 18th birthday
with smile going to school in the morning
fully hope my friends give me some surprise
although no like few years ago
i can receive a small small present from my friends gang
but i still will very happy although just a wish only

so that's why yesterday i done all my thing
and going to bed before 12am
because i have a birthday information in Facebook
so all my Facebook friends starting their wish after 12am
and i just start receive their wish after i come back from school
(just only Facebook part)

Catherine Tan Yee Sim is the 1st person to wish me
she is a close friend with me
she also know me well
next is Angeline Koh May Ann
whose is no heart on it
although already tell her on Monday
she still can forget it
after giving clew then she just release on it
never mind i forgive it because is my big day in year

when rest time in school
the SEMEKAR gang keep calling my name
from class outside till class inside
i getting blur why keep calling me
Qiak Qiak
they sing the birthday song to me and follow by Belina and Vinnie
(that time i still having my meal)
by seriously i quite touch on it with this surprise
the most special is Pei Wen ask me what i want as a present
can tell Wing Yee and she will collect the money from them
i just say nothing and if they really want to sent present to me
24th June still can resend the present to me
(cause that day is another birthday which follow chinese calender)
same thing i tell to Angeline too
before i get back my seat
Shereen suddenly come and shake my hand and wish me by quickly
(on that time teacher already getting start teaching)
of course that i receive it by shocking

actually i really not take mind on the birthday present
i just mind on my birthday's wish
whether can be true or not
i would not like say out what is my birthday's wish
not i scare it will no affect
just only want to keep as my small secret

end up everything on 12am soon
thanks for all of it
i will keep in my heart till i lost the memory
(actually i like others wish me but i don't like to wish others
 because i feel that is reminding them are getting older
 so sorry to say i will not wish you all when is your birthday
 but i will wish you on my heart silently
 hope you all can forgive me when you all get know on it)

although is my big and special day
i still would like to say
please forgive me if got any mistaken
thanks for your kindness


AMITABHA!!!

Last post in holiday

as long as two weeks holiday
don't know how my friend spend it well
for mine:different type life in this two week
on the 1st week,i spend it on my education
just only doing my revision and done my homework
after finish the 1st week,enter the 2nd week
HAHAHA!!!
in my to-do-list,i need to done another note revision and assignment
but i spend whole week in watching TV-program and sleeping only
so until now my to-do-list still having 2 things need to complete

8/6is a quite special day
because left few days then comes to dumpling festival
so my mom decide choose this day to prepare homemade dumpling
to prepare this kind delicious dumpling,
my mom took almost half day to complete the mission
when dinner time,we have it as our dinner meal
and also with a big cup of Chinese-tea
(the tea leaf i believe is bought from china when we have a family trip at there)

economic tuition time:
feeling bad,angry,sad,and also dissapointed
actually is quite happy when start tuition
but when all the juniors had their rest(going to washroom)
haiz~~
is already too noisy,we are getting hard to listen what teacher teaching
because the washroom is just behind our classroom
i don't know how others feeling
i just know that i am getting angry to go out and ask them to slow down their voice
they just only are PMR candidate,nothing big deal,okay?
but we all are STPM candidate and this paper result will effect our future
so in your opinion:which paper is more important to decide our future?
after tuition i going to wear back my lovely shoe
i feel something wrong on my shoe,but i didn't pay tension on it
after reach home and giving a check on it
OH MY GOD!!!
don't know who is braking my shoe???
although this shoe is cheap and buy at night market
but still is a nice shoe for me!!
Arghhhhhhhhh!!!hope the person can't score in the examination!

before i forget,i would like to say about my MUET assignment
for the assignment,i just only search some nice English song
and watched a classic movie - Titanic
when watching the movie,Oops
i crying silently because is too touching me
in case, i also search some English magazine although is already expired
i hope that this three ways can help me to improve my skills before taking MUET

that's all for the last post in this two weeks of school holiday
*please forgive me if the post have any mistakes,thanks for your kindnesses


AMITABHA!!!     

Oh No!!!

after i update my blogger for first post in English
i delete all the draft whether in web blogger or mobile blogger
but before i delete all the draft,i forget that has a post is edit from a draft
i using my mobile to delete it
when the system inform me that is delete failure,i think is nothing big deal
so i continue my deletion for second round
when i completed the deletion,i having a check for the blog
in the time just i realize that
i carelessly delete the quite important post
that post also quite meaningful and memorable
because it was my last post in Chinese language in this moment
i dun know whether i still got chance to post a Chinese language post or not

*please forgive me if the post has any mistakes,thanks for yours kindnesses


AMITABHA!!!

New Life Time Start!!!

8th of May is the day to start my another study life,
which is Form 6/Pre-U/STPM!
first of all sure that having 5 days orientation from counseling and upper 6 seniors
this year we don't have any outdoor activity except for the last day
we have short period for a program-amazing run to get know Pre-U's subject look like 
just only few station but we need to search whole school for the girls which tagged
i remembered that my group are wasting almost half hour at second station
that need to solve pengajian am question,
we all conclusion that is too hard to us because we have never learn before!!!

after the 5 days orientation,we still haven start our lesson
cause we as lower 6 student, we need to help for 2013 Teachers' Day preparation
busy for 2 days continuously:1 day is preparation, 1 day is formal party
coming to Friday which is 17th of May, just start our first day lesson
this day also a day before upper 6 taking their seminal 2's examination
this day is all my lesson teacher enter their class to explain
what they need in their class after it
i just remember that teacher non-stopping explain,ours little hand is non-stopping copy
after schooling,i can confirm that ours hand is getting hard pain,
especially our small finger

the first thing that we all need to do is visit the book shop
and buy the reference books that we need
2 oxford fajar brand+1 longman pearson brand
=3 reference books already cost my RM80++
is quite expensive,but for our own good,it is no choice
add on buy some other needed stationary,just i can say i already over my own budget
add more one bad news that i need to send my computer for repairing!!
(a small cold joke:others black-out for election,my computer also want black-out)
on that time,i already want to black-out(faint)

upper 6's examination week,although have 3 teachers are not around for their lesson
but still have MUET teacher and pengajian perniagaan teacher!!
MUET lesson is still okay for me,but for PP lesson,i just a word to say:rush/die
why i say like that just because teacher is teaching fast i cant get it stability
so what can i do is do my own note by taking from the book,
and try to copying the question given in 5 minutes,
done in home and pass it in the next day
this situation prolong till the end of examination week

the topic out of class lesson:-
this is a quite funny thing: happen at different day but happen in the same period-MUET
Monday-i feeling vomit after take the rest,i strongly hold the feeling long as half period,
              finally Angeline cant continue seeing i in that situation,
              she straight away pull me out and move forward to field to get some fresh air,
              after i feel some better then we continue our lesson which left
              (but i didn't heard in anything that teacher is explaining in front)
Tuesday-we are practice for MUET speaking part,suddenly Wing Yee
              (sorry that i dun know how name actually pronounce is)get tension
              just like my symptom before a few year,
              whole class are get shock include our teacher
              after few minutes relaxing,she getting better and not so tension
              final we inform her mom to take her meet a doctor for some healthy checking
              because she is first time have this situation
              (this case is take longer time than Monday's case,
              so very sorry cant explain all)
Wednesday-teacher feel some afraid that today is who's turn,so before start the lesson
                   she asking everyone are they all feeling good today,
                   until she confirm everyone is good and nothing will happen
                   then just she start that day lesson
*in this three day case,i already cut out some because i am getting forget actually what
  happen in this three day and this three are taking me more half an hour,
  is quite long story

**this is my first time write my blog in English,
    so please forgive that if have any mistakes
    THANK YOU FOR YOURS KINDNESSES!!!!!


AMITABHA!!!